Alrighty

Breakfast = 1/2 cheese sandwich (swiss cheese, whole grain bread, mustard) 2 glasses 2%milk)
Lunch = 1 medium salad with Italian dressing and tuna, water
Now = coffee, black

Went on a major walk early this morning after breakfast, so I'm feeling really good about breakfast. I will do some sort of work out later to make up for the milk, but lunch and everything was okay. Yes, kind of a lot to eat but this day NO SNACKING and I am going to take good news where I can find it.

Tonight its time to go wild! Meeting friends downtown for some total dancing/drinking/wildness. We're going to this posh spot ( I once caught a glimpse of Paris Hilton there! My claim to fame! And yes, she was GORGEOUS, nearly a glowing gold color, from my glimpse. Hehe.) So its a place to see and be seen, and I am going to wear a tiny dress and high heels and pretend as though I am down to 113. : ) Yay! Seriously, this will be good for me. I can celebrate the weight I already lost (instead of focusing on how much I have to go, like I do all the time). I can get inspired by looking at all the other thinnies. I can feel thin and wild and do my makeup all smokey eye/ pale glossed lip. I have Very short, Very pale hair and I can make myself look all extreme at night when I am in the mood, which I am. I need this night. I just hope dinner is something healthy and light like my other meals are. (Meals, blech, what a word. Trying to stay healthy is hard.)
I am obsessed with putting down everything I eat (if you couldn't tell..). I know its boring to read but it keeps me in line.